I did, and I wanted to talk about it. I was born with a type of heart disease, but my parents didn't know. When I was a kid, I had an episode, the symptom disappeared in like 10 minutes, and my mom didn't take me to any doctor. At 22, I started my career, one night I had some wine at a company party, the next morning I had 280 bpm and I was sent to ER. The ER doctor later told me that I was so so close to death. I had a surgery. Doctors told me I would never had this again. I went back to my life. In four years, I had another episode. It was in the midnight, I had 230 bpm. So I took the second surgery. Am I okay now? The doctor said yes, but I just couldn't trust him. Since then I couldn't stay in any closed area, the biggest problem is, I can no longer fly. I'm a business woman, and I can't fly. Ridiculous. I had to make a living, I had to work hard. I made myself fly here and there. Then one time, when I boarded, my heart started to beat so fast I couldn't control it I was so scared I thought I was going to die. The plane was already on the runway and was about to take off. I told the attendant I couldn't make it. The airplane went back to the apron. I went to the ER. Nothing, doctor said it's a panic. See, I got the plane go back! Since then I learned to differentiate a panic and a heart attack. But that ain't help. Several years later I did the same thing once again. See, I am the woman to turned back the plain, TWICE!!! I haven't boarded once ever since then. I'm a business woman, and I can't fly. Ridiculous! I'm smarter than 99.99% people in the office, but I can't fly, I was no longer the star in the office. That's how I lost to some bitch in the office. For so many times, I wanted to cheer myself up, force myself to board into the stupid airplane, but I just couldn't. I've seen psychologist, htat helps, but I still can't. Even think about it I feel so anxious. Now my boy has grown up, now I need to take him to see the world, now what can I do?