Honey, you must be strong, though it is difficult. But you have to know that the initial treatment and medication period is the most difficult period. You may fall into the pessimistic mood of "I am a depressive patient", "depression can never be cured", "I will never get rid of this demon". So the initial treatment stage is the highest suicide rate stage of depression. But you must stick to it, take medicine on time every day, and tell yourself that you are not different from others. You are just sick, and people have to treat colds. Find more things to do for yourself, see mindless comedy, don't give your brain time to think, because the pain of depression patients comes from the heart, too much thinking will lead you into a pessimistic cycle. Over this period of time, your emotions will gradually move to a stable period, slowly happy molecules begin to fill your brain, you will begin to find the beauty of the world, you will experience extreme pain and more to cherish the people around you, and can have a better ability to feel love. At this time, you should read more books, reading can let a person out of the heart to see the world inclusive. In addition, fitness can make you recover faster. Depression not only has psychological harm to people, but also physical harm can not be ignored. After you feel that you are recovering for a while, you can start trying to quit. Remember! It must be after a long stationary period before you can start to give up medicine slowly! Otherwise, the recurrence is very painful and troublesome!