Hi, there! You mean you’ve got both bipolar disorder and schizophrenia? Gosh, that must be very depressing. Sorry for your suffering. I do, indeed. It’s painfully true that no cure is currently available. But just because no cure is yet to be found doesn’t mean that you can’t count on other methods. The very first thing to do is accept yourself for who you really are. It’s no shame that you have these problems. Everyone has their own problems. After all this time, I just consider it a blessing to be alive. I kind of understand how it feels. You are afraid of all social activities, have no interest in interactions with other people and even hate yourself not being able to cope with it. But hang in there, OK? You’ll find the best way out or at least an approach that would make you feel better. I don’t know if you’re on any meds or receiving any psychotherapy. Have you ever asked yourself some questions, like how often do you feel schizophrenic delusion? What kind of things do you enjoy the most? And what kind of person do you feel most comfortable with? I’m telling you that those questions will help you figure out a possible solution. If there is someone that can always stay by your side and make you feel better about yourself, it’s much better than you yourself dealing with the situation. Together, you may work out a plausible plan to get rid of those bad thoughts, delusions, etc. I’m not bluffing, but love could be the best cure.