Depression is horrible. I've been through a lot. I'm a tough man. I've been pronounced dead 3 times since I was 13. None of which I was at fault. Last year a car wreck killed 3 people I was dead for a while. My little brother was driving now doing 19 years. You just have to hold your head up and stay as positive as you can about whatever you can. Stay away from negative people. Be strong everyone and much love.